SEEMS UNSEEN

That moss has grown,that murky feeling has come by
the life it all has just seized by

Those hands that used to hold,feel all but theirs own now
that love that seemed,seems to grow only in the past now

The ages of running and jumping around
the months of fighting and quarreling now make no sound

Age has but left all back
in a race i so wanna turn back

Those hideouts,those places that i loved to be
have all decayed with time but all still be

Yet forth i move or so it may seem
the trot you think its a frenzy indeed

That happiness has control on me no more
that chirpy little me is to be heard no more

My life my way to me it all has always seemed
yet why do i stand today and ask this to thee
why you seem to have chosen such a path for me

But all i stand today and figure is ,
why did it happen to me

Somewhere im incomplete somewhere im lost
to find myself im ready to pay all cost

Yet step by step nothing seems to come
for all seems left and buried as dusk may come

I see no sea,nor a zenith up and beneath
i see no me but a body with no life and glee.......

Angels & Demons

A voice called out,so cold was it ,
i could not breath for the chill froze my spine ,
i couldnt help but notice how all was it so divine,
none but to fear the black like Myst that demon engulfed from the back,
the eyes were blue so gorgeous with shine,it seemed to drain me from inside,
that nose was thin and short but perfect the lips all red all temptin but poisnous within,
the face were dark with veins that shown the dark of its skin seemed darker than before,
the skin sparkled a radiance as if stars in a clear sky,
the fragrance was clean could kill all but wouldnt die,
that demon or angel yet all but inspired deep within,
it showed all none love but death in quantum..........
i dont noe what was there inside me that had arisen
as i walked in the crowd of men,female and children.......
the laughters of children ,the worry of the parents.....
they all just waked without knowin who peered.........
thousand seem to walk by and all i could but see
was were the expressions of their souls and on the cheek.......
far past sat a girl all crippled i could not help but see........
begging her food from people guzzling weed..........
a clinch i felt but couldn't understand why
should i help her right now but whose going to be there tom by her side..........
i walked on as women all grumpy and obese
kept nonstop conversin in what seemed latin and greek..........
yet forth a small girl walked all merry and gay
holdin the little fingers of her mom and her accomplice...
she barked at the dog who scratched himself impatient.....
makin all around jump up in laughter.......
her innocence in the dark of that night
even brought upon(me) a weak smile ....
further as we walked ,the neons and hoardings passed unknown......
the walk i felt was unattended,only my heart felt living.......
amongst this crowd that i now stand its amazing to feel and enhance.....
is this all that life wants or is there more to see.......
just the glitter and shining the outer me...
in all in forth in truth there be
for what hasnt and never will be.......
i stand today to make a point loud and clear.....
i hold myself to make my name bigger
larger and bolder i promise it to be
to take all the demons and set the angels free
to withstand all tests but none id be
in with and from HIS testimony i shall be........