Undone by the will of the brokenness in you
forbidden to the mighty false of the true
innate by dreams in the cage i fly
swearing to rip the spears high and dry
carved will be mountains and lands be shaped
when i set out to tame todays date
in me i will hold the truth
for nothing but true be true
be lost in times of the glorious insignificants of life
and be known to roam all alone
with Him ill fight and the war be mine
and nothing but victory shall suffice your lies
for suffered have i long and forgone
mercy and pain i don't feel at all
assassin in me,shadows i tear
lightning may strike and i be feared
I be Him and He be a he
for i be the one and mighty He
They say i have got my friends back,
they say i have got all my friends back,
for somehow more lonely now i feel...
They say happy i seem,
they say more happy i seem,
for all but there's pain in me..
They say my life is good,
they say my life's been good,
for never have they seen me crying till dawn...
They say a lot i speak,
they say lots i speak,
but with the fear of silence, i am marred in me....
They say lively i am,
they say lively i be,
but the dead i have buried beneath...
They say nice i am,
they say nicer i seem,
yet the Satan sits tight in me...
They say decent i am,
they say decent i seem,
for all i know, inadequate i have been...
They say in love i am,
they say loved i am,
for all, only this, seems true to me....
(Read slowly understanding each word)
For twenty one years I have trodden this world,walked haplessly to and forth,
No day seems to pass unreminding of the fact of this, very ordinary walk...
Yet all i do is walk forth each day,and bray as i chew on my soul,
Ironic it seems to say to have a soul at all,for in me none but marbles i hold...
Rewind, a button in my life He seems to press quite a lot,
Each fall reminds of the one before and shameless i trod on for more...
One should learn from his mistakes is a common saying,
Yet none seems true to me, for life is a joke and I am the mocking...
Forward i try to take myself with new vigor and spirit each time,
To make amends to my broken tale and be seen in a new light...
To not be judged in a glance and be stuck onto it,
I wish to make all happy,yet in all i end standing out bare and lonely...
Someone wise has said - to stop pleasing all , is the secret to one's success,
Yet now i ask what if my chromosome airs me to believe in such caress...
For how do i change and be a me that i only cant be with,
And stand out in a crowd and not be just a patch with width...
In lones and frays, mercies and prays,i stand on my knees,
For crippled by life,and undone by lies, I still believe in me...
My head up high and hopes alive, I WILL stand on my feet....
