Blurred I Stood

Thinking of her i sat,legs crossed,head laid back and eye lids folded

it wasn't the memories but the happiness they holded....

All there and in them i sat,feeling i was hand in hand 

the despair of absence dissolved in her light of happiness...

The smile,the hair ,the melodies all unfolded

there was no rhyme, no rhythm to the music that flowed...

Slowly but steadily our moments passed by

and happiness and sunshine smiled in my eye...

Jumped up from my bed,i thought i was ready to fly

but all that flew were my glasses high and high...

Then like the apple that changed the world

it came down and thundered my world...

Its anti-scratch,anti-glare lenses multiplied all around

with my heart right in my mouth...

I am sure my heart skipped a beat

becuase a lurch is definatley what i could feel...

My Tag Heuers were no more

no more to purify the light that came through,

no more to skim the dirt that flew through,

no more they lay,no more ...

My nose felt alone,by ears light

and the intricacies blurred my sight...

Grief filled the world,the joy saw me no more

my world had lost its boundaries and borders dissolved...

The lights formed new design and colours hazy danced

I was none to be for i could not see my stand

Unwary of what was next to come,my fate had revolted and left me undone....

Outcry from a Cage

The shouting and cursing fill my ears, the clamor all around shakes my world

How but all suffocated I feel, unknowing but stabbed I feel

The pillow on my face seems heavier everyday; the breathing is heavier but alls in vain

Leave me, leave me alone, let me live, let me, let me breath by my will

Don’t take away what is most precious to me, let me be the bird I dream to be

Let me see and let me fall, let my world take control

 Let me break these shackles small and large, let me hear the pain of my harm

Don’t control me, I wasn’t to be, don’t foresee me I was always unseen

Don’t follow, I may lose you too and hold I may take you along

Animal I am not a beast is me, don’t tie me down or put a cell on me

Let these things seem unsavory or how, for don’t push me, I warn you don’t push me

Attack I will, if provoked too long, patience is a virtue not my only hold

For I may loose it ,for I may break it and come back at you so hard, promise wont let you feel a thing so u will harm no more

But I don’t want to sin, sin is not but a word framed by cowards, sin holds not for me, never

Don’t push me or I swear my hand shall rise with no despair

Don’t tie me down, down chain me up, don’t just don’t……..