As i sit here today,feelings are hard to come by,
moments of down,seem to tell a mocking lie...
I am not free i say, I'm all sad and murky ,
In my moment of need i have no one so cuddly...
I rise free all day and hit hard by dusk,
have left my ones behind but seek what i must
in my wish to escape ,my mines i miss...
in the longing to experience lone, am left all lonely
i didn't wish for this but this seems to be setting forth
in my hunger for the love,i have killed my very own....
how much they needed me ,i could see from their eyes
yet i stabbed them in the back while hugging them goodbye...
oh!lord for this day had i been bestowed,to choke my own...
oh!almighty,tell me now am i doing all right ...
do i kill my happiness and see their satisfaction, as my life...
how can i give my life for someone today
though it was given by them and its theirs to take...
i know i know i seem to take it in all fairness
to decide what is just and what isnt...
i have no answers to the questions unlimited
when i was with them i choked each day,
stifling my dreams for the love they held by bay...
it is not me, to hurt others on purpose
but it neither is me to bend for others...
i try to suffice these two sides all day
yet the balance seems to difficult and alien each day....
help me , help me these questions are loads
do i go back and live the ordinary i was...
or do i take a chance and as i cant see them trying helplessly each day
for they are my own yet i cannot be but theirs...
how would you do God, to be so selfless yet motivated to do for one and all
how do you seem to get what i say....
i Noe you are smiling at my merciless case
i Noe for now i miss them and so are they,
thinking how nice it be if i were there...
oh how things be the same and how life be it all
i have tears in my eyes yet i wanna say more...
for the more i say the better i understand and maybe better so do you
and thus for me the love seems big ,I'm in a fix so please help me tick...
in all years they stood in rain and night
let nothing shadow me while they walked right behind...
how do i not payback for what is theirs
how do i hold someone new and walk out instead...
no no no this is not what i want
my values still stand strong,my love ,my life are all mine to have...
for i need to stand and wither all the rain and shine like the sun when the clouds part away...
i know i know i can do it still
i just need you and them and god your help from within..........
moments of down,seem to tell a mocking lie...
I am not free i say, I'm all sad and murky ,
In my moment of need i have no one so cuddly...
I rise free all day and hit hard by dusk,
have left my ones behind but seek what i must
in my wish to escape ,my mines i miss...
in the longing to experience lone, am left all lonely
i didn't wish for this but this seems to be setting forth
in my hunger for the love,i have killed my very own....
how much they needed me ,i could see from their eyes
yet i stabbed them in the back while hugging them goodbye...
oh!lord for this day had i been bestowed,to choke my own...
oh!almighty,tell me now am i doing all right ...
do i kill my happiness and see their satisfaction, as my life...
how can i give my life for someone today
though it was given by them and its theirs to take...
i know i know i seem to take it in all fairness
to decide what is just and what isnt...
i have no answers to the questions unlimited
when i was with them i choked each day,
stifling my dreams for the love they held by bay...
it is not me, to hurt others on purpose
but it neither is me to bend for others...
i try to suffice these two sides all day
yet the balance seems to difficult and alien each day....
help me , help me these questions are loads
do i go back and live the ordinary i was...
or do i take a chance and as i cant see them trying helplessly each day
for they are my own yet i cannot be but theirs...
how would you do God, to be so selfless yet motivated to do for one and all
how do you seem to get what i say....
i Noe you are smiling at my merciless case
i Noe for now i miss them and so are they,
thinking how nice it be if i were there...
oh how things be the same and how life be it all
i have tears in my eyes yet i wanna say more...
for the more i say the better i understand and maybe better so do you
and thus for me the love seems big ,I'm in a fix so please help me tick...
in all years they stood in rain and night
let nothing shadow me while they walked right behind...
how do i not payback for what is theirs
how do i hold someone new and walk out instead...
no no no this is not what i want
my values still stand strong,my love ,my life are all mine to have...
for i need to stand and wither all the rain and shine like the sun when the clouds part away...
i know i know i can do it still
i just need you and them and god your help from within..........
