Sunday, September 5, 2010

Love the Eyes

Eyes, her eyes, one look,one contact is all i asked for
Another dawn to be witnessed before My sun had rose
In her all, i saw through them, a mirror of me i saw in them
I can sit looking into, for hours at a stretch and still yearn for more

I could live in them ,make a small adobe and be content
Yet far away they are,oh let them come to them
Let them see me, let them feel me, let them forgive me

Why is this pulling me to craziness oh tell me why
Why cant i live in a normal lie, why her truth seems to ponder on me
Why her innocence seems to put a spell on me
Asked her why,but to no reply
Then i asked Him ,he too stood there smiling,shaking his head

What wrong did i say,what wrong did i make
Mine i wished them from Him,but still whats in them
Ran i, fast as fast as my head could carry me
No stops ,no breathing till i reached them and they looked into me

The me, in those miracle eyes, for they had changed me within
They had erased all pain, erased all i stood not for
Today too i sit by her side and stay mum, while she chats for none and all
I just look into those globes, brown and gleaming in my eyes

Globe of magic and wonder, a code non had deciphered till data
A mystery none had uncloaked till date, but to find the reason was not my aim
Only to have them and live in them for i can sit unshamed
Call me a fool call me a joke but in love i am,in love i sing and dance
Love and love it is for the eyes are my food and my home within.

The Walls

Uneasy i sat, longing for the watch to tick faster
Nothing seemed usual, everything out of place and then
It all starting moving, my head spinning madly
My world grew smaller and i more breathless
Sweat smeared my lungs and clothes stuck as with glue
Hands trembled and colours faded,all light seemed soaked


Claustrophobic i am,and horrible it feels, relentless and unforgiving
All senses leave hope ,non functioning they grope
As if a wait started for the tunnel to end but it seemed so long
The mind got to the verge where pain had no meaning
It was about to burst and burst it would,
Prayed it may happen soon, for may not I fall into a black abyss


I breathed,breathed heavily with each harder to take
Forced down as more air was inhaled
The cornea dilated and in snow i stood
It was white all over,so white i just could not look
With indistinguishable whites and no scent 
Nothing i could touch and all dry it tastes


Help me out!!! Help! Help! Help!                            (voice growing louder)
I cried out for long but only echoes came back
Then the walls grew smaller again,tight, tighter
So tight i could not breathe, Help! Help! Help!         (voice going distant)


Are you okay,son, mom sat caressing my forehead
A kiss and some water relaxed the pounding heart
Awake i sat,eyes wide open,looked at the walls 
All in place they seemed, my parents picture hung smiling down at me
I looked up at her, smiled with relief and went back to sleep....