What this world says

They say i have got my friends back,
they say i have got all my friends back,
for somehow more lonely now i feel...


They say happy i seem,
they say more happy i seem, 
for all but there's pain in me..


They say my life is good,
they say my life's been good,
for never have they seen me crying till dawn...

They say a lot i speak,
they say lots i speak,
but with the fear of silence, i am marred in me....


They say lively i am,
they say lively i be,
but the dead i have buried beneath...


They say nice i am,
they say nicer i seem,
yet the Satan sits tight in me...


They say decent i am,
they say decent i seem,
for all i know, inadequate i have been...


They say in love i am,
they say loved i am,
for all, only this, seems true to me....