Please please!

(Read slowly understanding each word)


For twenty one years I have trodden this world,walked haplessly to and forth,
No day seems to pass unreminding of the fact of this, very ordinary walk...
Yet all i do is walk forth each day,and bray as i chew on my soul,
Ironic it seems to say to have a soul at all,for in me none but marbles i hold...


Rewind, a button in my life He seems to press quite a lot,
Each fall reminds of the one before and shameless i trod on for more...
One should learn from his mistakes is a common saying,
Yet none seems true to me, for life is a joke and I am the mocking...


Forward i try to take myself with new vigor and spirit each time,
To make amends to my broken tale and be seen in a new light...
To not be judged in a glance and be stuck onto it,
I wish to make all happy,yet in all i end standing out bare and lonely...


Someone wise has said - to stop pleasing all , is the secret to one's success,
Yet now i ask what if my chromosome airs me to believe in such caress...
For how do i change and be a me that i only cant be with,
And stand out in a crowd and not be just a patch with width...


In lones and frays, mercies and prays,i stand on my knees,
For crippled by life,and undone by lies, I still believe in me...
My head up high and hopes alive, I WILL stand on my feet....